Dead Man's Ballet

I recently decided that I hate social networking and technology. I feel like it isolated everyone more, since they're busy with their own stuff on Facebook or whatever. You don't have to go to someone's house and ask them to chill, you write on their wall or text them, which I think is really impersonal. I think it dehumanizes interactions, which bugs me. It seems like all everyone ever does is hang out, take pictures, upload on facebook, and talk about it for the next week, which I think is stupid.

Maybe I'm just old-fashioned.

Saltwater

Forgot I had a blog again. This is the sort of thing I come back to every few months, I guess.

Summer sucked, school sucks, everything sucks because I'm such an emo kid. I'm really tired of school, and it's only November. I don't care about graduating anymore, I just want out. I hate how long we've got to go to school for. Seems like bullshit to me. Why do they spread out all the shit you've got to learn over 12 years?

I've been wanting to drop out for the past year or so, but I can't. My family's big on education, unfortunately for me. I feel like I'm required to finish high school, go to college, and be really successful. But that's not what I want, not at all.

Fuck education. I'll be a fucking koala.

Nightrain

I forgot I had a blog, whoops.

I dexxed again today. I really don't remember a lot. My friend took some robogels with me. So much better than syrup. I actually didn't get nauseous or anything. My friend is just kinda retarded with taking pills is all. They got it eventually, just took 'em a bit.

I guess things are getting better; they could be a whole lot worse. Thank God it's almost June. Only 3-ish more months of school. I'm looking forward to the summer. At least then I can sleep more.


Drugs make me happier and nicer than I actually am.